Xionixa

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For Grantd by Xionixa, literature

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For Grantd

When we find the one to love, We want it to last forever. But then something happens, And we wonder if we're still together. The moments we shared, Were taken for granted. When those moments are gone, Our hearts are left stranded. Emotions we feel shouldn't just be spiken, They should be felt so that hearts don't get broken. Love is a feeling that is showing, So that our love is forever growing.

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A Little Prayer by Xionixa, literature

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A Little Prayer

Through trials and tribulations, where do I turn? I look around, but the sorrow still burns. My head is low, but my face is to the sky. Lord, please help me now, I'm afraid I will die. I keep my faith, as small as it is, still more than a mustard seed. But you Lord, I will always need. I feel your presence both night and day, I feel the conviction when I stray. I feel your love, I know you're near, I try to keep still, Your voice I long to hear. You brought me through life, Walked me through death, Decided it wasn't my time to leave just yet. You've made me stronger, Gave me strength to cope, You even gave me so much hope.

I've Found by Xionixa, literature

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I've Found

I've found a friend, So true to the end. I've found a companion, Who takes me from the highest mountain to the deepest canyon. I've found a shoulder to cry on, When times are tough and happiness is gone. I've found my strength, Through any kinds of weather, through any length, Together we will tether. I've found my hope, When there's nothing to hope for. I've found compassion, Seeing my every pain, and feeling it the same. I've found help, When help can't be found. I've found the meaning of true love, Taking my breath away with the slightest touch. Feeling you with me, when we're apart. Seeing the love in your eyes and kn

Letters by Xionixa, literature

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Letters

Letters are written with one person in mind. sometimes they go forward, or back in time. The ones I love most, are the ones that you send. They're not written on paper, not written in pen. They are sent, however, from your heart to mine. Every time you look at me, there goes one line. Another line is written on my heart, which means so much. It is written with the warmth of your every touch. No words are spoken, but it's written the same, Every time you're close to me and you breathe my name. When you wrap your arms around me and hold me so tight. There goes another line, written so right. But is your heart receiving my letters, t

Ways To Say by Xionixa, literature

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Ways To Say

I think of you both night and day. Thoughts of you, I can't run away. All my life, I dreamed of you. Now you're here, all my dreams coming true. I know sometimes I make you mad, But you're the best friend I never had. I want to shout from the mountain top, "I love you, Baby, this will never stop!" A big sign that says, "I love you". I would make it in neon blue. Maybe I'll write it across the sky. Hopefully it will put a twinkle in your eye. All I know is how I feel. Love is every moment we steal.

A Little Longer by Xionixa, literature

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Aging by Xionixa, literature

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Aging

Tell me what you see, When you look at me. Do you see the old fragile woman with wrinkled skin? Do you see my hands that shake, that are scaled like a snake? Do you see the hump on my back from the osteoporosis attack? Do you see the fear in my eyes? Do you hear my faint cries? I may be old and gray, But I still pray, For someone to love me and always be there, To talk to me, care for me, and to brush my hair. I want to be hugged and feel like I'm wanted, But no one is there, so I feel haunted, By the fear of death, fear of pain, Will anyone care or love me again? Here she comes, that lady in scrubs, She gets clean clothes and

ME by Xionixa, literature

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ME

I know you love photography, But where does that leave ME? You want women to pose for a nude picture, But you asked ME to be in you future. You made ME vow not to lie or cheat, I wish you'd do the same, that would be neat. To be with you, I'd lay down my life. You asked ME to be your wife. So why other women must you see? The only woman should be ME! This love is real, it's not a game, So when are you gonna act the same? No other man, will I see. I took an oath, you're the one for ME!

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You've Given by Xionixa, literature

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You've Given

I came to you all broken apart, You picked me up and rebuilt my heart. The love we share is pure and true, I got all this when I met you. You've given so much of yourself to me, You've opened my eyes, so I could see. You've given me wings to soar so high, With you by my side, I can touch the sky. You lift me up when I'm feeling down, You make me laugh, you act like a clown. When you make love to me, emotional overload, My body and mind, together explode. Through laughter and tears, sorrow and pain, You've given so much, so I can gain. You've been unselfish, so kind, so true, This is where I say, "I love you, too!"

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ME by Xionixa, literature

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ME

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Almost Three by Xionixa, literature

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Ways To Say by Xionixa, literature

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I've Found

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A Little Prayer

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Deviant for 16 years
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Current Residence: Ocoee, Florida
Favourite genre of music: All
Personal Quote: Stop at the mirror and see God's greatest masterpiece.

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Thomas Kinkade

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John Boyle O'Reilly

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Xionixa

Oct 3, 2007

Life and all we have to deal with.

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I've had a few weeks of bad mishaps and I thank God that I have Luis.  He has been there for me and has supported me on every little detail.   Life is really wanting me to struggle, but like mama always said, " What doesn't kill you, will only make you stronger."  I still carry that quote with me ever day of my life.  It's true though.  I look back and I see how much I've grown as a person, but I also see that it was from the storms I had to go through.  I feel very lucky to have someone like Luis to share this with me and help be my strength through the hard times.  He is my everything and I will cherish him for always.  Remember to keep you

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Xionixa

Sep 14, 2007

toolboxluis and Xionixa-First Time We Made Love

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Monday, June 4, 2007 This morning, at 3:30, I received a surprise phone call from Luis.  He said that he was thinking about me an thought that he would call.  I'm so glad that he did.  That made me feel very special.  I can't believe how much I love this guy. I spoke to Luis later and he wanted to know what kinds of food did I like.  I thought that was cute, so I told him that I loved spanish food and chinese food.  Those are my favorites, but I like other things, too.  I really like pizza.  I asked Luis what he wanted for dinner.  He said pepperoni pizza.  I told him that would be great.  Luis said, "See you in 20 minutes."  I asked "Why s

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Sep 14, 2007

toolboxluis and Xionixa-The First 'I Love Y

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Saturday, June 2, 2007 Luis didn't come over today, but we talked on the phone for 2.5 hours until our batteries died.  So we hopped on the computer and IM'd each other for another 3.5 hours. I finally got the nerve up to ask him if I could tell him something.  Luis said "what?"  I started typing but I was typing very slowly.  8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning.  "I love you".  I couldn't bring myself to press send, so my son, Jobi, reached over me and pressed send for me.  My heart stopped beating for those few seconds that felt like hours.  Then I saw the same 3 words starring at me.  "I love you, too."  Luis then admitted that he was afraid t

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Jun 3, 2008

kindly thx for favin [link] !

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May 13, 2008

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